Padding my loss portfolio

My very worst style and flavor combo is MTT-B NLHE. It's the only one in which I've lost over a million play dollars. Logic says I should never play it again, and yet I played it again last night. Why? Because I was impatient. When I logged on to PokerStars, an MTT NLHE had just started, and I knew I didn't want to wait 40 minutes or so to join it. The MTT-B NLHE on offer only had 5 minutes remaining in its late registration period, so I jumped on it. Result? I increased my career loss in MTT-B NLHEs by $100,000. I'll try to be more patient in future.

style flavor buy_in entry players entries paid place winnings

MTT-B NLHE    87000 13000       9     211   45    78        0
MTT   NLHE   174000 26000       6      77   21    43        0

delta: $-300,000
MTT NLHE balance: $8,578,668
2020 balance: $1,661,000
balance: $63,469,010