Two open shove exits

My win streak came to an abrupt end last night. I played two tournaments, and failed to make the money in either one. I hit the rail in the same way both times - by open shoving, getting one caller, and then getting crushed. Whenever that happens, it makes me feel a bit silly. Still, you need to be willing and able to pull the trigger, so I'm not disappointed with my aggressive play.

style flavor buy_in entry players entries paid place winnings

MTT   NLHE    45000  5000       9     149   36    39        0
MTT   NLHE    45000  5000       6     120   30    57        0

delta: $-100,000
MTT NLHE balance: $9,845,668
2020 balance: $2,914,343
balance: $64,722,353