Worst 17 bagger ever

I had my choice of blog post titles tonight; I had to pick what bad news to lead with :-) Here's all the bad news, in no particular order:

- in the last 17 sessions, I've lost a whopping $4,046,000, a new personal worst for 17 consecutive sessions
- my blue distance is now at an all-time high of $9,383,000 (another new personal worst)
- my 2018 balance is now underwater; if it's still underwater at the end of the year, this will be my first yearly loss since I started playing online poker in 2008

style flavor buy_in entry players hands entries paid place winnings

MTT-R NLHE    43500  6500       9    36      83   18    40        0
MTT-R NLHE    43500  6500       9    52      62   15    32        0
MTT-R NLHE    43500  6500       9    82      60   12    20        0

delta: $-500,000
MTT with rebuys NLHE balance: $33,019,500
2018 balance: $-362,000
balance: $45,151,260